Theonia, Charles

Saw palmettos

Container

2018

"Saw Palmettos is a series of short poems about hormones, community, and the brain-time continuum. Three years ago, I started HRT. From the experiences of friends and the proliferation of transition narratives and timelines on YouTube and elsewhere, I knew what I could expect to happen, but I had no sense of how I would feel about my changing body and emotions. Mostly, I was sure that I was low-key petrified of losing my hair. A friend who knows about herbs told me to rub saw palmetto tincture into my roots, so for the 15 oily minutes every application took to set in and try to block my new testosterone from converting to DHT, I made a practice of writing, which I've always found difficult to do regularly. As I wrote, inhabiting the inherently-funny, embodied moment of sitting still, dripping wet, and trying not to worry about balding, I noticed that I was focused less on depicting particular stories or scenes in time, and more on questions and uncertainties that lingered unresolved. The poems were tracing anxiety and disconnection not back to their sources, where I could potentially understand and contain them, but through to what comes next. The shifting "you" addressed in the poems encompasses many different relations from partners to friends to aggravating community acquaintances. It could be that this has helped me dig into feelings of surprise at the self (in its changes and its stubborn holdovers) and the fear that comes from being in the only possible position of the self. In some ways, especially in form, this writing has been a new mode of inquiry for me. In other ways, I am asking familiar questions: How are we implicated in one another?, and, What do we do about it?"--Publisher's website.

Collection of 21 poems, each printed on a paper slip and housed in an etched clear glass bottle with a black dropper (diameter 32 mm, height with stopper, 105 mm), to be displayed mounted on a wooden stand with the title and author's name burned in, with publisher name on the underside. Issued with a paper slip containing the copy number ("[blank] of 25"), and note: "Thank you for purchasing Charles Theonia's Saw palmettos. To access the full text of the collection, visit the website below, using the password provided. ... url: acontainer.co/objects/saw-palmettos/read password: ...". As issued, the bottles are housed in 5 white cardboard cases, each with a printed label, containing nos. 1-4, 5-8, 9-12, 13-16, and 15-21.
"Saw Palmettos is produced in a closed edition of 25 copies by Container co-founders Douglas Luman and Jenni B. Baker at the Open Works makerspace in Baltimore, MD. The wood stands are created from white oak timbers sourced from Free State Timbers in Timonium, MD, and milled on site at Open Works using the woodworking shop's jointer and planer. Table, mitre and band saws were used to cut the boards down to size, and both power and handheld sanders used to generate a smooth surface. The holes in the stand are created using the shop's drill press. The shop's laser cutter was used to burn the title, author's name and our logo into the wood stand. Finally, each stand was pre-treated and then stained with Colonial Maple Minwax stain. The bottles, housed in the stand, feature an etched surface indicating the number of the poem inside, created via a hand-application process that uses custom-cut frisket film stencils, vinyl numbers, and Armor Etch. Lastly, the text contained inside each bottle is printed on vellum paper with Canon CLI-42 ink on a Canon Pixma Pro-100 inkjet printer."--Publisher's website.
MU: Spec Coll copy is 25 of 25.

Catalog entry: Rare PS3570.H375 S28 2018

Rare PS3570.H375 S28 2018

OCLC/WorldCat Number: 1051774912

Gender identity -- Poetry.
Transgender people -- Poetry.
Artists' books.

Baker, Jenni B. (designer)

Luman, Douglas (designer)

21 glass bottles with wooden base ; 21 x 30 x 12 cm