https://library.missouri.edu/exhibits/files/original/7fbcfe1aa933a744b987cc2d2ac7a0a1.jpeg 9f6465d8f4a29789dfd8d8fbbaf6373b https://library.missouri.edu/exhibits/files/original/4b33728c4e053ef8c30436a525b24917.jpeg 3d37bbdecf49ffe2499b164913eac395 https://library.missouri.edu/exhibits/files/original/09b331ca64388bf319781024fef2f2e1.jpeg fa61fa9bc83a242ed3f4858bb867aa29 https://library.missouri.edu/exhibits/files/original/b9d7b8a61677db486db672342bbdabb2.jpg 847d4e2e21027800f378b1b1e40dd10a https://library.missouri.edu/exhibits/files/original/42769a3211469f75f2dcda53784d3c9f.mp4 95dba090a6c1e71b913d456fcd334e67 Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource VADS2021 Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource I Don't Know but They Found Me Creator An entity primarily responsible for making the resource Finck, Eliza Abstract A summary of the resource. Artist’s Statement: These new paintings are about a break in reality. This is an exploration of my own experience and struggles with bipolar disorder, focusing dissociation and psychosis during extreme phases in mood. Each painting starts with a writing, hidden directly under the paint. This work is about a place on the edge of my consciousness where real isn’t quite real and fiction isn’t quite fiction. I visit there from time to time, but it’s not somewhere I choose to go--- a completely believable dream, one that I reference later as fact. I see things out of the corners of my eyes, until they are the center of my vision. Did I take my medicine today? There is someone walking parallel to me, but everytime I turn to look at them they’re gone. The sky lights up at night like a spotlight. The birds are targeting me, diving at me. Did you hear those people talking, their whispers? The lines between real and fake get blurry. This is a place where I can almost see the air, and the pharmacist asks me if I’m doing okay when I pick up my prescription. I count my edges over and over. When did I get so sharp? These paintings focus on a constant gamble on reality. Date A point or period of time associated with an event in the lifecycle of the resource 2021 Rights Information about rights held in and over the resource Rights held by author. Identifier An unambiguous reference to the resource within a given context 21VADS-009 Relation A related resource Part of the VADs 2021 Digital Exhibition